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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;01:07&nbs-07:00;pm

This Christmas(For My Girls Kymberlee and Layla)
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I wrote This For my Daughters Around Christmas Time...

This Christmas just doesn't seem right,
Your not here for the all decorations and the pretty lights.
I will miss your smiles and the look on your face,
Cause this Christmas your in another place.
There will be no laughter and your hugs i will miss,
Along with the good morning christmas kiss.
I won't hear your voice that day,
Because your so far away.
No loud music or noise,
From all those silly little toys.
Christmas just isn't the same this year,
Just thinking about it brings me to tears.
I wish you were here this christmas time,
To make this Christmas a special one of mine.
Missing my girls this christmas and all this time that has passed without them and so i decided to write a poem for them to help deal with my depression i am feeling right now

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;01:07&nbs-07:00;pm

Man Of My Dreams(FOR NICK)
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Let my heart talk without talking
Let my soul sing you a song
Let every inch of my body
Let you know,,
How I have been waiting for you for so long
Without even knowing so,

Every thing in life I have come across,
Since the day I met you, it seems
To let me know
How lucky I am,
Because I have found the man of my dreams,
So please don't ever, ever let me go.

I have discovered the best of things
This life could offer a girl like me
For I know now
that only you, Can show me how,
to be who I always wanted to be.
It takes a man like you
To make a woman of a little girl,
It takes someone big and strong,
To reach his hand down,
Save her, and show her the world.
And that is what I found on you,
With you I can learn to do,
Things I have never even thought I could do.
Just after my world turned up side down,
When I felt all helpless, hopeless and bound
You have come to turn my life around
And to show me that my life is still worth living.

So Please, take over my world,
And make of it what you will,
And don't ever let anyone destroy,
What you have already started to build,
And even after you have done,
What you have come into my life to do,
There is no doubt, that stil,
I will always,
Always love you,
Not only for being who you are,
But for being the man of my dreams.

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:07&nbs-07:00;pm

Will This Love Last???
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I feel your heartbeat
Beating so fast
How do I know our love will last?
I hear your heart beating from your chest into my ears.
How do i know you will love me for years?
Your breathing feels normal
Slight difference with each breath
How do I know our love will last till death?
I love you with all of my heart
until death does us part
my head on your chest
my hand on your heart
I hope were together never to be torn apart
I hear your heartbeat
Breathing
chest rises and falls
i want to help you build those four walls
i want to help you make our own life
someday i want you to call me your wife
i love you so deeply with all of my heart
please promise me we will never be apart
I give you my heart
i give you my soul
please dont walk away and let it all go
i love you so much
how much do i have to show
i gave you my life
i gave you my love
what else do i have to do before i give up
i love you so much
i wont let it all go

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:07&nbs-07:00;pm

Fallin' In Love
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Falling In Love With You Is Something I Do Over And Over Again.... When You Smile At Me....When you Reach For My Hand...When You Take Me Gently In your Arms.... That Same Breathless Feeling I Knew From The Start Comes Over me Once More.... And I Know That I Want To Spend The Rest Of My Life Endlessly Falling In Love With You...

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:07&nbs-07:00;pm

How I Feel
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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:07&nbs-07:00;pm

Making a Better Tomorrow
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I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow

My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last

My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should

You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:07&nbs-07:00;pm

My Angel On Earth
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The moment I opened my heart and let you in
I saw this great love starting to begin.

I opened my eyes to a vision of you
I hope, I pray your feelings are true.

I have loved and I have paid the cost
And I have felt the pain of the love I lost.

But, now, I think I have truly found
An Angel who walks upon the ground.

You go beyond all limits for me
Just to show your love endlessly.

I could search my whole life through
And never find another 'you'.

You are so special that I wanted you to know
I truly, completely love you so.

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:07&nbs-07:00;pm

Trying
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trying not to forget it all,
butmy memory just seems to recall.
that aww so rainy night,
the night you set my heart at flight.
trying not to forget your face
trying not to forget the place.
remembering all the things you said,
trying not to forget the thing we had.
that night just seem to past,
i was praying for it to last.
trying not to forget your eyes,
hoping the things you said werent a lie.
trying not to forget the way it felt,
trying not ot forget the smell.
oh the way you made me feel.
but trying not to remember this pain,
that deep inside you dont feel the same.
trying to forget we can never be,
together as one you and me.
trying not to forget i belong to someone else.
trying not toforget are love will never be true ,
but trying to forget about you

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:07&nbs-07:00;pm

Hold Me Now
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Hold me now take me in your arms,
Keep me safe and away from harm.
Tell me you love me like i know you do,
Tell me your love will always be true.
Hold me now tell me its real,
Hold me and tell me everything you truly feel.
Hold me now try to understand,
The feeling between a woman and a man.
Hold me boy tell me whatson your mind,
Hold me baby be gentle and kind,
Hold me baby as i cry,
Hold me baby as the tears roll from my eyes.
Hold me baby tell me it will be fine,
Hold me baby help me unwind.
Hold me while i sleep,
Hold me and tell me you love me please.
STOP, Where did you go,
I thought you loved me so.
As i awake i notice your not here,
It was all a dream you where never near.
I never felt your arms,
you never kept me safe from harm.
You never told me you love me like i know you do,
You never held me and told me your love is true.
You never held me and told me its real,
You never held me and told me how you truly feel.
You never told me you understand,
The love between a woman and a man.
You never told me what is on your mind,
Sweetie you were never gentle and kind.
You never held me while i cried,
You never wiped the tears from my eyes.
You never told me i'd be fine,
You never help me to unwind.
You never held me dear,
I woke up with this horrible fear.
Woke up with a horrible scream,
Now i Know it was all a dream

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posted on 07/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:07&nbs-07:00;pm

My Broken
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Can you please help me pick up the pieces of my heart,
Please help me where do i begin,Where do i start.
Please help me place back together,
Cause with out your help i could never.
Help me if your my friend.
Help me start over again.
Will i ever be able to mend this broken heart,
So many pieces broken apart.
So many fallen tears,so many forgotten years,
And it came true my worst fear.
I never thought i could ever feel,
But i know this broken heart will never heal.
So what am i now,
I want to know how.
I geuss i know where i stand,
But getting over you i dont think i can.
So what does this mean,
All this hurt makes me want to scream.
Now what am i going to find,
So please help me pick up the pieces i left behind.
Please help me before i fall apart,
Help me pick up the pieces of a broken heart