StarDevil's blog: "I hate you"

I hate you

I hate the way you make me feel

I hate the way you manipulate me

I hate that I know you’re not who you’re supposed to be

And yet all along I love you still

I still crave you and

You threw me away

You tore me down along with all my walls

You rebuilt me in your image

Rebuilt me as you wanted me

Then tossed me away like a discarded broken toy

I hate you for making me trust you

I hate you for making me love you

I hate you for everything

I love you in spite of it all…

I love you with all the broken pieces of my heart

But I hope they cut you open

I hope they somehow make you empty and broken too