i hate
feeling like
a zombie,
floating
with no sense.
i hate
being something
i'm not,
pretending
everything is okay.
i hate
not being who
i am, conforming
to what others
want me to be.
i hate
not knowing
where i'm at,
where i'm going,
who i'm with.
i hate
this feeling
of not being free,
i feel confined,constricted,bound.
