Can i not be in this over sized Dawsons Creek Re-Run now?
I am really very done with it. For those of you who dont have the privilage of knowing I am the Pacey of the story. the total screw up everyone loves to pick on and beat down on 3 quarters of the time.
And that last quarter it's just jokes and non-stop lines out of a book from a story that never ends. With the woman who has been my Joey for god knows how long and will always remain my Joey and i love her so very much.
The girl who was of to be Jenn has been also in and out of my life tho now more i hate her for how she's distroyed my life.
Dawson Played by my best friend Scott who has always been the better of us two. Always just alittle luckier in life then me but yet we have competed in life for almost everything.
Now he is the one married and he is the one with the family he has started and i'm sitting here still playing in this part that life has drafted me in, and for only the gods know why kept me in.
I don't know if i can keep it up i don't know how many more moments of break down i can have.
How many broken hearts i can have.
How many more times someone has to walk away from me, and how many times i have to walk away from them.
I pray to god it starts getting better soon, Because honestly... I dont know how much more i can take.
