I had to walk away,
I couldnt stay.
I tried to win the race,
but it was all a waist.
For just alittle while,
i thought i could smile.
I thought i could keep from crying
but you just kept on lying.
I had to say goodbye
and I had to walk away,
I just couldnt stay.
What i would give for just one more glance,
for just one more chance,
to say I love you my son.
You caused the pain,
and now i cant break the chains,
as it begins to rain.
This war inside my head,
keeps getting bigger.
I had to walk away,
I just couldn't stay
I cant erase
this place that we shared,
the place that we use to care.
A knife rips at my heart,
cause you tore me all apart.
I had to walk away,
hope you understand.
I had to say goodbye,
even though it made you cry.
I will always wonder why,
you thought you had to lie,
and make mommy cry.
I had to walk away,
but still I love you my son.