Why do I find that when I am at my lowest point and keep my hearts little hurtful splinters inside a person I trust but probably should'nt always finds a way to make it a million times worse. Why when I am asked to open up and told that I am so this and so that do the people I trust make me feel like crawling under a rock and mind traveling through the situations that made me this way from the start. I know that we need to find faith within ourselves and try to make the best of things but why why do people just act so heartless? Why when I am leary of opening up and keep to myself do I try to put faith in people that never had a drop of faith in me but shadowed it with drawn out whispers of genuine and whind up being whispers of deceit. I know this may sound stupid but I am puzzled as to why! Why does a person that I never really asked anything of find the need to fill me with lies when if anything all I needed was a great friend. I am not the perfect person as none of us are or the hottest girl in town but I would never ever try to kick a person further to the ground when they are already so far down. So I guess I just want to say I think a person does these things because they are hurting within themselves but I will be ok because even after I sit and think about it and actually want to cry I remember how fortunate I am to have so many wonderful people in my life. You know who you are and I love you for the Wonderful people u are SMOOOOOCHES JLYNN
