Twisted Little Star's blog: "I gotta new drug"

So, Tuesday I went to see my family doctor to get some scripts refilled and mentioned to him my moods. Being extremely happy one minute, so mad I could murder someone without an ounce of guilt, then remorse for being a bitch. He is well aware of my past and ongoing battle with depression and aware of my past suicide attempts. Since these "moods" don't occur everyday, he gave me something to take "as needed for nerves",Buspirone 15mg 1/2 to 1 tablet twice daily. This is some serious stuff. I took half of one and was so mellow and relaxed I watched a plastic bag blowing for 30 minutes. Yay for drugs that make you not give a fuck :D