so i got bored one day and started to write a book, check it out if ur bored lol. its only a small part of it but yea, my creativity on a bored day. yes its about my life.
Nicole was at a friends house for the night along with a few other people. the group decided to try to find some drugs for the night and make a bit of a party out of it. after calling around for about an hour the group was about to give up when someone else stopped by and mentioned that his cousin could get them some good shit. the group decided to go get this "good shit" even though it meant having to walk to a park in the dark to meet him. once in the park the group waited around for a while until the guy showed up. Nicole noticed right away that he wasnt like everyone else in the group she was with. he was tall and quiet and seemed like it had been a while since he had been around people. once the group had finished with their drugs and was now just chillin out Nicole decided to go over to the guy, and introduced herself. he replied to her "hi, im Jose, its nice to meet you" she hung out with Jose chatting with him for most of the night that night. she learned that he was just released from prison two weeks earlier, he was jailed for assault, drug trafficking and resisting arrest. he showed her the scar he had from being shot in the shoulder and Nicole felt some empathy for him because he seemed like a very nice respectable guy. after that night she decided to see Jose again. she met him a few times during the next week and they talked for hours at a time, some days without even realizing how long it had been.
by this time Nicole had convinced her parents to let her stay with them for a while due to the fact that it was winter and she had no where to go for a few weeks while her friends were out of town. she invited Jose over to her parents house for dinner one night and introduced him to her parents. her parents questioned him about everything they could think of all night long. that was the night Jose gave Nicole his phone number and told her that if she ever needed anything, even a place to stay that she could call him. Nicole thanked him and gave him a kiss before he left. after Jose had left Nicoles parents started lecturing her on how she should not be hanging around a man so much older than her and that his only intention was to get in her pants rather than be a friend. Nicole argued with them until her father said "i forbid you to see this guy again" Nicole flipped out, partly because she was high and partly because she didnt think her parents could understand a relationship like that. Nicole called Jose the next day and told him what happened, he offered to take her out to his cousin house for dinner that night and Nicole agreed. he picked her up after school and took her to his cousins house.
Nicole thought it was very cool of him to do but felt a bit uncomfortable once there because she was the only person who could not speak spanish. Jose translated for her the whole night and did his best to help her learn some of what was being said. after dinner and some chatting Jose decided it was time to go home. while on the way home Jose had gotten a call from his sister about something and had to make a quick stop at his house. Nicole didnt know their area of town very well and asked if she could come in with him, Jose agreed to let her come in as long as she stood by the door. Nicole didnt know what was going on but knew that some kind of fight or argument was happening by the tone and volume of the conversation she heard from the other room. a few minutes later Jose came back still yelling in spanish and told Nicole that it was time to go. Jose dropped Nicole off at her parents house, kissed her good bye and reminded her that if she ever needed anything that he was just a phone call away.
once Nicole entered her parents house she found herself facing two very angry parents. both of them lecturing her at the same time and yelling at her for disobeying them. the argument got very heated and to a point where her father was physically restraining her against a wall and threatening to beat her head in if she ever disobeyed them like that again. Nicole couldnt take it any more and ran to her room once she got a chance to. she threw on a bunch of clothes because she didnt have a bad grabbed all the money she had on her night stand a left her parents house running. Nicole ran down the street until she finally came to a pay phone where she called Jose. Nicole told Jose what had happened and he offered for her to stay with him, only problem was he couldnt come pick her up she would have to find her own way there. Nicole was determined and said that she would walk even though it would take over an hour, she told Jose that she would call him once she got to a place closer to his because she didnt know her way around his area of town yet. then she began walking, she walked about a quarter of the way there when a man pulled up beside her on the road and told her to get in and take a ride to the bus station. tired of walking Nicole accepted the ride with the man. he dropped her off at the bus station and gave her enough money to get on a bus, Nicole thanked the man for his kindness and hopped onto a bus. not knowing exactly what bus, if any went past Jose's house she took the one that she knew would bring her close enough to call and possibly have Jose meet her somewhere to walk the rest of the way. Nicole got off the bus at a gas station about 20 blocks from Jose's house, where she called him from the pay phone, Jose agreed to meet her at the gas station and hung up. Nicole waited around for Jose bumming a few smokes off of people passing through until Jose finally arrived. on the walk back to Jose's house he warned Nicole that his sister was spazzing out about something but not to worry too much about it.
once they arrived at the house Nicole was greeted at the door by Jose's sister and welcomed in. Jose was told to get Nicole into a warm shower to help warm her up and that sounded nice. Jose picked Nicole up and carried her to the bathroom, as they passed by Jose's brother in law he commented "got a young one did ya?" too tired to care or even think of what that was supposed to mean Nicole ignored it. once inside the bathroom, Jose got the shower going for Nicole then helped her out of her clothes. once in the warm shower Nicole was told by Jose that he forgot to get a towel for her and that he would put her clothes in his room and would return with a towel for her. at this point Nicole thought that Jose was a very nice guy, was she ever wrong. Jose returned after a shirt time, not only with a towel but with 4 of his friends. he ripped the shower curtain off revealing Nicole to his friends, Nicole screamed and asked what was going on until one of Jose's friends pulled out a gun and told her that if she didnt do what she was told that she would be killed. scared and confused Nicole did what she was told, she washed herself as she was told and then she didnt know what to expect. once she was clean in their eyes, she was grabbed by one of the men in the bathroom. she was thrown onto the floor, held down and repeatedly rapped by Jose and all of his friends. with tears streaming down her face and blood covering the floor Nicole looked up at Jose and tried to speak but was too afraid to say a word. once they were finished rapping her she thought they were going to kill her but instead one of the men grabbed a needle from inside a drawer and ordered all the others to hold her down and cover her mouth. trying helplessly to scream and fight back Nicole flailed around as best she could but couldnt over power the 5 men holding her down. just before she was injected with a clear liquid one of the men whispered to her "this is going to take all the pain away" Nicole fought as best she could then all of a sudden felt an over whelming urge to sleep.
Nicole woke up a few hours later in a small room tied to a bed, she tried to get untied but couldnt undo the knots, finally Jose came into the room. with tears in her eyes she looked at him and tried asking why he had done that to her but was cut off. he walked over to her sand sat down beside her on the bed, looking at her he whispered in her ear "you belong to me now" Nicole didnt know what to think or what to do, all she could do was cry. Jose told Nicole that if she could behave herself that he would untie her, Nicole nodded her head hopeing that Jose would let her go but instead he pulled out a needle and a spoon. Nicole instantly knew what he was going to do but was too afraid to scream, Jose filled the needle, called for someone to come in and then had the other person hold Nicole down so he could tie her off and inject her with heroin. once injected Nicole felt very strange and very scared, Jose untied her wrists and helped her sit up, then he handed her a cigarette. Jose watched as Nicole smoked the cigarette, then told her as long as she did as she was told, she would get all the cigarettes she wanted, as well as all the drugs she wanted. Nicole was still scared and confused, she tried to ask a question but Jose just threw a pack of cigarettes at her along with some matches and left the room. Nicole immediately started looking around to find a way out but was interrupted by Jose's brother in law, who came into the room, sat down in a chair and pulled out a gun, pointing it in her direction.
