watercowboy Life is awesome thank you f...'s blog: "I found a picture of my mom!"

I have biopsy surgery on 10/20/08. An I am scared yet, so far good news. It is most likely a cyst. It is at the Scotum. they already inform me I will have no children an still (i hope) to have my testicals still! I am scared. I hope only to stay over night. if it is I will be there for over two days! I hate hospitals! Well just wish me luck! Frank

I finally recieved my mothers portrait, on Sept 22. I was so happy I even cried.I was so happy. On top of it a apologize letter from the tribe! I was so happy I shared the picture with my .or was girlfriend/ Not just that right after this ,day later. She asked "if we broke upwe would be friends?" I said" I can you ask this question,may I ask do you want to break-up, I have not even thought at that subject." Yet She asked it again Sept 25th . I said why? I have not even thought of it! Now that evening I was looking at my New Playboy, An she knew since day two that I have had a membership since 1986. She made a agruement I showed my stack she went to bed . She was angry the whole night finding myself not able to sleep then she face to face over the my desk arm chair pend me an yelled at my face that I was cheating on her! an we were thru.! I said that she was not honest, an she was be adbusive of yelling me an penning me in my chair an get out! . I did say I will not be treated like this ! An you got your excuse. So good luck! I do better being b myself! She did teach me something. I will share that if you send a queation , due I learn so much from her(Thank You) that was good, An a lot I learn about Myself( That was Good) , An I really learn was take things slower! Happy Halloween Everyone!!

I have no pictures of My Mom. I a a orphan. I was brought up by foster care. an tribal orphanage( Boys Ranch of Arizona) Last week I was coontacted by the Archives of Apache Museum of History. It waas done on ink by Trisha Cross. She use to paint allot of Native Indain ladies an some men an the late 50's early 60's. The Museum contacted me. An wondered if I wantesd her Portrait. I was not sure, I met my mother when I was 21 (now i am 45) in her last days. She was beautiful then, An Now I am just in shock how beautiful she was an still to my memory of her. My ex took all my pictures ,except a few of my dad (the sperm donor) I have found a lady here in fubar. An she reminds me how beautiful she is. An how beautiful my mother was at15. An I see her I see my mother an she knows who i am talk about! I hope some dy just to speak with her!! My birthday is 4th of July an I work 3pm till 11:30pm . I pray to hear from her!