I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel
Or what I’m supposed to say
You treat me so badly
Why do you treat me this way?
You yell at me and cuss me
There really isn’t a reason
You talk to me like crap
You make my life no fun
I don’t understand what I did
Where is the love you have for me?
You say you love me with all your heart
This is what I don’t see
How you can treat me this way
Like you don’t even care
I did nothing wrong
But pain is all I bear
I can’t take it anymore
I am so sick of living like this
You are a control freak
You aren’t the one I want to kiss
You talk to me like I’m not even a person
I have feelings too
I am always sad and upset
My feelings have been destroyed by you
I don’t understand why you do this to me
Do you get happy watching me cry?
This I don’t understand
And I ask “Why?”
You have no answer for why
You think its ok to treat me this way
It isn’t as bad as six years before
But I am sick of living this way
My heart for you is empty
And you did it yourself
The pain you caused me
When you put my heart on a shelf
You do not care what happens to me
I know this now
From the way you treat me
I’m throwing in the towel
The first was physical
And you said you would never hit
You have turned this way
You also shove and hit
I am sick of being hurt
Like everyday before
I’m tired of being backed
Into the corner and door
You say you are better
Than the first
But you are becoming
The worst
I have no taste in men
I pick really bad guys
You are the reason
That my heart dies
I am tired of what you say to me
The names you call are only words
They are not very nice
But to me they cut like swords
Why do you want to do this to me?
Treat me this way each and every day
Arguing, yelling, cussing, and fighting
If I don’t agree with your way
I have no self-esteem
And that is what you want
That is why you yell at me
And tease and taunt
You are mentally abusive
I hope you can see
Look at all the ways
You have been treating me
If this is your love
I don’t want to see hate
Because you don’t know
How you treat your mate
This is not the way it’s supposed to work
There is supposed to be a happily ever after
But all I get are days and nights of teasing
And your laughter
I hope it is fun for you
The way you treat me
Because all I have is pain
That is all I see
I am not happy anymore
I am always sad
You keep on and on
And you make me mad
I am sick of living this way
There is no excuse why
You treat me like this
You make my heart and soul to die
My heart is empty
If your love for me were true
My heart would be full of love
But instead is broken by you
You keep on and on
And soon your day will come
You will be thinking
Why are you so dumb
Because what comes around goes around
And you will get yours one day
You will be treated the way you do me
And that is all I have to say
KIMBERLY ~ SUNNY
OCTOBER 24, 2007
