I did everything in my power to make you happy!
You were never happy! After 5 years and you still weren't happy I finaly realized that you weren't going to be happy! I also realized that it wasn't my fault that you weren't Happy. I admit that I gave up! There wasn't much else I could do, Your being unhappy was killing me! I finally realized that you weren't going to be happy, So I left hoping that it would make you happy. Not a chance cuz you are still not happy! I hoped that the new "one" in you life would life would make you happy, cuz I still care and want only the best for you, But apparently not because you are still not happy! I really wish I knew what to do, mostly because the love I had left for you has long turned to pity and is slowly turning to disgust. Not hate becauese I am long past that. (i will admit that I tried) Am I happy? not at all. there isn't a day that goes by that doesn't
remind me of something that happened while we were together, and make me feel like I failed. I wish I had the Power to just turn off My emotions or just casually change my mind, and I would if I could. Hate me if you must! I will eventually find some one who is more understanding and who will realize that Happiness is a choice we make. and that we have to make a little of our own happiness!
