So, second date this week was a bust. Apparently this one thought that, despite my very clear statements to the contrary, I was going to somehow be overcome by his extreme hotness and sleep with him after a half-hour conversation. Now, he WAS extremely hot, I totally admit. And a near-professional athlete. But he didn't seem to be at all interested in me as a person, and that's a pretty huge turn-off for me. If he'd put in any time and effort, we both could have had fun. As it was, apparently a couple hours' of conversation was too much for him to handle.
I KNOW there are decent guys in the world. I KNOW there are. And yet, sometimes I really despair of you as a gender. The way a lot of my so-called Cherry "friends" treat me at times makes me want to give up and quit. The fact that I have NSFW photos seems to make men think that they can treat me pretty terribly (like a total slut, honestly), even if I think of my NSFW photos as just a part of who I am -- a celebration of my sexuality -- just as I share parts of myself through this blog, my profile, art I like, humor I find funny, etc.
And then this week I dealt with one guy who fell asleep and blew off a date, and another who wasn't even willing to make decent conversation. I am really starting to despair. Ya know, women are complicated and difficult, but they're looking more and more appealing for dating. There's this really hot professor over in Ohio that's been emailing me for a couple months...
And no, that's not hot. See, I know how your minds work. :P
