sleepless again.
I am thinking about you.
Off and on again in the hours.
Wondering how you sleep.
If I were laying there,
watching, what you might do.
I sigh in the night.
I fear these emotions.
They set things at risk.
I want to sleep this away,
but when I close my eyes,
I see your face.
And how it watchs her.
How she shaves a smile,
a special smile,
just for you.
I see her hand on your leg.
and I feel jealous.
But then the images faded,
and I can pretend,
that I don't save a smile.
for you alone.
That I don't care so deep.
And try and be happy.
That's right before.
I cry.
