Im crying inside
Like the howl of the wind
Cold and all alone
The hurt in my throat
Like air caught up trying to get free
If I let these tears flow
I may not have the strength to hold back
As every teardrop falls without wings
So I sit silently holding in the pain of my heart
When you look into my eyes
You will see a smile so fake, for so long
Even Im fooled
Happiness
Is a word once filled my heart
They had turned to tears so long ago
And shattered like mirrors hitting the floor
That was when I saw my life
The reflection of me
That was when the light went out
And felt the darkness's embrace
The comfort she shared I took for love
As she hid me away from the world
And lonely wasnt so lonesome anymore
She holds me tight
As I shed silent tears into my soul
Soaked with sorrow and grief
I died so long ago
And today, all I want is to live again
The kind of life shared with someone
Someone to hold you tight
To love you just right
To share with you their world
As I would share with her mine
You see, this man
This person
Has been crying for so long
His search for comfort to rest his head
An ear to listen
Or maybe even a voice with sincerity
That's when the sadness would fade away
And darkness would release my heart
The silence would cease
And I know, I would love
Honestly
And my loyalty would forever be hers
That is my true
Always and forever
Im crying inside
As silent tears fall
I remember once long ago
Someone touched my heart
That stopped the hurt
And the pain in my throat went away
I could breath again
I could see again
The warmth of the light embrace me
I began to piece back the shattered happiness
Was I so naïve
I open my heart to her
The one I call, the illusionist
Her magic devastated my world
That was when I lost my way
And the word "love" equaled "lies"
It became something I didn't believe in anymore
Today, I wish for trust and loyalty
In the one whom id share with my heart
The one who would "hush" my silent tears away
Im crying inside
And I really don't know why
Its like mixed emotions
Wound into a giant ball
A burden unto myself
And I begin to smile inside
As laughter fill my heart
Such a fool to cry
Over the past, I must let go
And find joy in the now
And into the better tomorrows
Im crying inside
Because Ive been an idiot whom lost too many years
To the yesterday
Never once lived for today
As I played with the ghosts
The world passes me by
I cry inside
