tears
Current mood: enraged
Category: Life
just wanted to say goodbye because i can tell you right now that if i lose my kids then i will no longer have any reason to live and just maybe i will get to see my daddy again and i just hope that god will forgive me if that be the case because i can not live without them they are my life and without them i have nothing and no reason to live at all i just want to say to all of you that if i ever did anything bad or mean or hurtful to you im sorry i ask for your forgiveness and hope that one day you will forgive me and know that i once was happy . I feel as if the world has turned its back on me my friends have. they never talk to me anymore don't call to say hey nothing don't even reply bck when i comment few of you do but most of you don't where are you when i need you in my time of need imthere for you now its my turn help me if you love me for the love of god help me hold on i have nothing if my kids are lost to me my marriage will end then i will be alone just how i have felt for the past 2 yrs alone unloved and not cared for at all i just wanted to be happy and do what was right for me and my kids but it seems that nothing i do is good enough for any of you or for that matter any one in general
