I can't live with what i have done.
I'm sick of hurting all the ones i love.
i know I've let them all down
the pain is getting harder to bear.
I'm sick of holding on,
the pain keeps growing inside.
nothing still seems to go right.
they deserve to be proud,
not ashamed of someone like me.
they just don't seem to understand,
I'm unhappy, i don't want to go on anymore.
the tears keep pouring,
not knowing what I'm waiting for.
the bottles on my left,
the gun is on my right.
please my love, stop going through my head.
your making this so harder to do.
i love you so much, I'm just so sick of letting you down.
you deserve so much better,
than a failure like me.
so baby please forgive me...
i cant go on with my life anymore
