First off I wanted to let you all know that each and everyone of you are special. When we chat, shout or leave comments it’s a great feeling knowing that out in this vast world called cyber space there are decent people. I hope that I have given you all smiles and laughs and in someway I made you feel special. What you see is the real me I hope I am never mean or cruel to anyone because I am not even that way face to face. What you get when you deal with me is the real thing Crazy as I am that is me. SO please know I do not think that what happened ( yet again) came from any of you. I do not think anyone of you could hurt me , or insult me the way I was in the email I received today.
I think each and everyone of you are decent kind caring and I have the utmost respect for all of you. Huggzzz to each of you.
Now the reason for this blog. If you read any one my other blogs I am better at writing in a informative format then to just ramble on about why I am hurt. So here goes.
There are so many different types of people in this world we see them everyday. I am not talking race , color nationality I am talking the inner part of a person. You know when you see anger in a persons eyes or hear it in their tone of their voice . Or a timid person whom you realize would never hurt a soul. And every kind in between. I think that the in between is so much worse on the internet because the soul can be hidden and a mask can be worn hiding the evilness that lurks. But to be honest that evil wont change with the wearing of a mask it just comes out in different ways. Say for instance a girl she seems nice ( on the outside) but she will do anything in her power to get what she want. Even if it means hurting someone in the process. Ok one step farther in this. This nice girl sees a guy see he has someone but if it is who she wants she will do anything in her power to take it . There is no difference between her on line then her in real life. She just has the mask to hide behind. She is the woman all women should fear because she will go after anyone no matter if he is married with kids, living with someone or just dating. Again the mask is worn because its online but she has that evilness inside that will sting anyone and anything that gets in her way. But you see with online she can wear the mask and blame others for a relationship failing because she is sweet an innocent. But the fact is she has an evil nasty heart she is classless and cheap and she is the worse type of woman out there. She will take what she wants spit out who ever gets in her way and when she gets what she wants she will move on. She will go to her next target. Sometimes its hard to stand by and watch but if you have trust and faith in what you hold deep in your soul maybe she cant cause the havoc that is so close to the edge of happening.
Ok that probably didn't make any sense but bottom line is whoever makes profiles just to send me emails to hurt me and insult me and degrade me about things I see and already know but accept and TRUST enough to realize its only online BS and what I have is so much more you need to stop grow up and move on. You are not worth it. Yes I am upset over this some worthless piece of human blood degraded my character and someone who means a lot to me. I am so pissed right now. Why do people have to be so hurtful?
