I guess this week had its up and its downs as well...Well I guess my friends only care what they going to get from one another....lol Well A friend was going to spend the weekend with me...And well he isn't all there in the head.
Yeah I know wrong thing to say but its the truth...Well he stayed one night that was it he wanted to go home so he left...After my mom's bf and I went at it for a few hours but hey it was thoughtful...
I sometimes am so lonly in this life time...Well I can say I miss having a girlfriend or more than a girlfriend now. Its been a little over 2 years since my ex gf and I broke up for good...Yeah A buddy of mine came by tonight wanting me to ride with him to his gf's house due to about 4 or 5 boys trying to jump him...SO as a friend I made sure he got to his gf's house...I chilled there for a moment until he left...And now I can't say yeah i love my ex gf to death and am trying to get past the facts of not being able to have her back...
What even happen to the woman out there that was wanting a good man maybe more than just a man, that wanted to be loved and cared for or even made them amazing dreams come true of becoming better parents then the ones we have now. I just wish I had someone that would let me start a family and settle down with them if there is any woman left like that....
