I look in your eyes and smile
But the smile lasts only a second
Pain fills my heart and tears drip down
and it all increases when I see that smile
That blasted smile of yours
a sloppy grin that slightly narrows the eyes
hazel eyes, large and beautiful
a smile thats no longer mine.
and as mad as I get i miss it
I miss the hug that seemed just right
The way it felt when we were that close
they way our hands met each others
And as much as I no longer want to see you
I miss you, i miss you just as bad.
and I will remember that night it was lost
the night you held me close
The night we hugged for the last time
I'll remember it and keep it close
For as much as I know it can never be repaired,
I want just as much to still have it back.
KinkyScreams 2005©
