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This goes out to all the people that want to say they "Love Me", are my friends, care about me, or think they even know what I am feeling sometimes. Will start off with the ones that say they "Love Me." Their are 4 of you and of the 4 only 1 matters to me. The first one I am referring to just admitted to me that over the past 6 years has been playing with my emotions. Telling me that she "loves Me", but as soon as her boyfriend gets out of jail I am no good to talk to. You also say that you want me to be happy, but yet you say those things that hurt so much. The next one goes out to the one that has no idea what she wants in this world. She has no clue of who I am, but she "Love's Me" and still she talks shit about herself. She says that she can wait for me but I don't want you to and nor would I ask you to. The 3rd one wants what is best for me and has my best interest in mind. She only wants me to be happy and if it is not with her she is ok with it. The first 2 come off and say that all that is happening to me is that I am being played and it will never happen. You have my best interest in mind and yet you want to hurt me by saying things about the 1 person I care about the most. I am in Love with one person and it will never change no matter what anyone says. She is the one person that knows me in and out and really brought me out of my personnal hell I was in but yet you all say she is not right for me. This part is to my friends. You all want for me to be happy but when it comes to my Best Friend you all sit their and bad mouth her and turn around and lie to their face. Plus you all have had a Birthday and we all thought about you and had parties if we could. But when the Idea of having a party, planned by my Great Best Friend, for me and all the sudden noone can make it. I have heard all the excuses out their and only except the one from Robert, because he is strapped and can't help it. Another one of my friends is really upsetting me also with all the talk about being prego and it is lame already. To you I say get over and until you have the Baby you shouldn't come out because it is not health for the baby. I am to the point of just going away and not telling anyone where I am except one person. Please stop all the bickering over everything. This part goes out to those few people that think they know exactly what I am going through. One you have no clue what I am going through and you never will so you can stop thinking you know. The second thing is if I want to talk to you I would and you are not one of my real friends so so trying to become my friend. I talk to who I want and when I want to and noone will tell me different. As you can tell I changed my number so I don't have to deal with you anymore, so take the hint. And finally to the one person that has done almost everything for me. All I can say is that someday we may end up together or we may not, but I am grateful for having you in my life. I am not saying that I am giving up on you, because we both know I can't do that and neither can you. I Love You with all my heart and you have helped me throughalot, from dealing with my ex-wife to dealing with my psyco ex-girlfriend to retards that just want to talk about me. To you I say thank you and I hope you are able to find what you are looking for someday so that you can be happy. I will always be here for you no matter what happens, anywhere, anytime you can call me and I will be their for you. One day you will get everything you want in life and I hope that I am your when it happens.
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