why does everything have to hurt so much?why cant we just get hurt and hurt for a few minutes and be done with it? im so fucking tired of hurting. all i want is to feel good for a while and not have drama or anything like that.it hurts. life in general just hurts and it sucks. i dont want to cry as much as i do all the time and i dont want to feel lonely, i dont want to feel much of anything.i just wish i knew what could make it better.