Deep down inside I'm hurting. People may think that I'm a happy person, but the truth is Im actually hurting. Some think Im a bitch and Im not. If you actually gave me the chance you would find that Im the sweetest person you'll ever meet. People are too fucking judgmental and assume things that are nothing but lies. If people continue to believe others and what they say bout me, then you obviously do not know the real me. Did any of you ever stop and think that maybe you are the ones being the assholes and bitches and coming up with such bullshit huh? I am a sweet person that is really hurting. I give people my all and loyalty and I get treated like shit in the end. I am tired of being hurt and stabbed in the back. I lay in my bed at night crying cause I try to please everybody but I don't get no respect or any recognition. I am tired of people treating me like shit. I am a friendly person and I don't tolerate being used. Do not use me to get to my other friends cause you will see the evil side of me and she does not play nice. Im tired of guys using me as nothing but a random fuck. I fucking have feelings and I deserve to be treated well and with respect. No I do not give head and no I will not do it. You men need to think with your brain not your dicks! That's why girls leave you cause all you guys want is sex 24/7 and Im sorry but Im not giving that to you. I want a serious relationship with a guy that will respect my wishes and love me for who I am and not judge me or cheat on me with skinny ass whores and sluts. Im sorry but Brunettes really do have more fun than blondes. The blondes I've went to school with were nothing but whores and slept around and got stds cause they weren't careful. Also know some brunettes that did the same thing skinny girls I know down here are whores. So what if Im not skinny I mean look at Queen Latifah and Monique they're not skinny and they get guys, so I should be able to as well. Guys need to realize them skinny girls are not worth it you need a girl that has some meat on her. And I have some meat on me! Im tired of talent/model agencies being so fucking baised! fuckin losers! I am so hurt right now! I NEED SOME LOVING AND A GUY WHO WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT AND WILL SETTLE DOWN WITH ME AND HAVE A FAMILY. I SO LONG TO HAVE A FAMILY OF MY OWN AND YEA A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT BASED ON FUCKING SEX IT'S BASED ON LOVE AND COMMITTMENT!!!GET USE TO IT GUYS!!!
