Why the fuck do I even bother with people? Every time I start to care for someone I should listen to my instincts and RUN!!!!! I'm tired of bein the "back up plan", "the guy who will always be there" and so forth. I'm tired of putting time and effort into people who care more for themselves than anyone else.WHY do I always get the women with the mental problems? I'm sooo sick of bein the lover AND the psyciatrist. I don't want to keep telling people that things will be ok for them when my life is a complete fucking disaster...and I see NO light at the end of my tunnel...everyday for me is the same soul crushing blackness and despair I've been feeling since I was 17 or so. I try to reassure,support,and guide the people in my life and be "the rock they can set thier back upon".. but I really think that I can't do this anymore......
I am the key to the lock in your house
That keeps your toys in the basement
And if you get too far inside
You'll only see my reflection
It's always best when the light is off
I am the pick in the ice
Do not cry out or hit the alarm
You know we're friends till we die
And either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls
It's always best when the light is off
It's always better on the outside
Fifteen blows to the back of your head
Fifteen blows to your mind
So lock the kids up safe tonight
Put the eyes in the cupboard
I've got the smell of a local man
Who's got the loneliest feeling
That either way he turns
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls
Climbing up the walls
Climbing up the walls
