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Yes thats me you hear crying in the night. I try so hard to hold it deep inside. Not wanting the world to see my pain. Trying not to go insane.
This is how I feel day in and day out...I try to be strong for everyone else, yet can not be strong for myself.... I feel at times I am losing my mind and may never regain control....like my life is spinning so fast and I just can't stop it.....I don't know what to do...or what to say...always playing the "what if" game....always scared of doing the wrong thing...like I will never be able to just take that chance....always affraid of getting hurt....always pushing away the one I love because I'm affraid of heartace..... more than anything scarde to death that I will never be with the one I love.......... WHY CAN"T I JUST NOT CARE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
