yesterday i was at the hospital from 1130 til 930 last nite. i lost my baby. it hurts me so bad and i cant even work. i just found out a a couple of days ago and then yesterday it was gone. i thought i would actually be able to hold this one. but im not. so they r having me go to another doctor monday to find out why i cant hold a child. more pain damn it. i didnt even get to tell the daddy. but ill be fine sooner or later.
