Well as you all can see, I have decided to drink and pop painkillerz...yeah not a wise idea is it? Oh well, what's the worst that could happen? Anyhow, Glad some of you made it back to read this, sorry some 2000 of you got axed off my list...They wanted help but didn't return the favor, so fuck'em! I'm tired of sitting here bombing contests and shit, and when I ask for help, no one can seem to spare a few seconds, so again fuck ya! Don't ask me for a damn thing, if you can't help me in return. I think that's only fair ya know. And a few other things, If you don't wanna talk to me, tell me, I'll axe your ass off my list, and again, fuck ya! If you want to post 70 bulletins, hey that's fine, but don't shoutbox me, or send me a fucking message asking me for help, because chances are....I'll axe ya then too...and again, fuck ya! See the pattern forming here? I mean seriously I am pissed because everyone wants something, and yet refuses to give back. That pisses me off, Don't bug me for a VIP, or bling, or stupid shit like that, if I have it, and I want you to have it, I will give it to you, so don't fucking ask!
When I started out on here, people were actually nice, points didn't matter, we didn't have bling, or auto 11'z, or cherry bombs, or any of that bullshit, you wanted points, you had to earn them, I earned almost every point I got on my own. I didn't beg and plead for help, I didn't buy bullshit for rates, I didn't do contests, I didn't do any of it. Because I learned that when things changed, the people changed, no one wanted to help you out anymore, it wasn't about love, it was then about points, and who had the most, and blah blah blah. I made Godfather on my own, sucked but hey what can I say when your so called 'friends' pretty much forget about you, then if you want it get it yourself. Guess that's why I got it. Must be nice to have it made, must be nice to have all the crap, oh well I don't don't give a fuck, if you've been axed off my list chances are, you either done one of the following:
1.) Pissed me the fuck off
2.) Pissed me off enough to axe you
3.) Didn't help when asked
4.) Didn't bother to speak with me when I spoke to you
5.) Begged, pleaded, or try to deal for points with me
6.) Was just someone I no longer wanted to be on my friend's list
7.) Someone who didn't return love in timely manner
8.)Was on your list to just 'be there'
9.) Was in general on my nerves
10.) didn't think highly enough of yourself to do any differently.
Those are the damn reason, so don't ask which one you fit into, because all 10 could apply to you, or could just be one. I don't give a fuck what you think of me now, or anything else about me. Again, please refer to reason number 1.
I came here to meet like minded people, hey I'm cool if you wanna talk about problems, hey I'm fine, and if you wanna be my friend, and talk to me, I'm fine too, but DO NOT mistake my niceness for me actually giving a fuck. If you are a person who really does care, then yes, I will show the same in return, but if you wanna just bitch and then leave e hanging, naaaa doesn't work like that. I will listen to you, and give you my take, how I see things, and possible solutions, but if you don't want them, then don't come to me and whine and cry. DO NOT put something in your status message that says that you aren't feeling well, or your dog died, or blah blah blah, and then when I ask you if you wanna talk about it, then fire back at me that "I should come rate your pics, or something on your page to make you feel better." FUCK YOU, I do not play the sympathy card, if you wanna talk I'm all ears, if not, then don't bother me with asking me to rate your page and pics to make you feel better. For those of you that have no clue I am always in pain, at times it's worse then others, but I have NEVER asked a single person to come rate my shit to make me feel better. There's just no sense in that. I have a blown knee from years in the service, it is still giving me problems, I also have back problems from jumping into places you'd never wanna go, I fell and broke my foot in December , I broke all 5 toes, and my big toe twice. I have 6 screws and two plates in, which all of that will be coming out shortly. I will still have issues with my foot, but anyhow. I put what I am feeling out here to all my friends, so they know the mood and condition I am in. I don't whine about it, I might bitch about it, but that's me, deal with it.
No I don't write this to piss you off, I don't write this to oh nevermind. I just want to get things straight with all of you all, so you know ahead of time so we can make this a better place for all of us. If you have read this, and are pissed, hurt, upset, or anything else, sorry for ya, send me a shoutbox ,tell me you want to be removed from my list, and once again, fuck ya! However if you think it's funny, then have a great laugh with me! if not....yeah you guessed it, FUCK YA~!
