The long lost words of long dead poet's blog: "The Flag"

It thore out my heart,
It shred it apart.
I lost all my faith...
I even lost trust.

I miss all friends,
I miss all thouse times
When happiness strived,
When I felt so free.

Now even when home
I cant get away
From all of that haze
And mud on face.

I live with my guilt
My filthy old hands
Are covered in blood
And scars cover heart.

How do you explain
The war to some one?
How can u tell
The loved ones your done?

So dead on the inside,
So thorn and so gone,
So tired of pain,
So sick of regrets.

How do you explain
The death someone?
How do you reclaim
Your heart that's far gone?

Pretend to be strong...
While dieing inside.
And being so tough...
While feeling so gone.

Pretending to laugh...
While crying inside.
Pretendin to be
What they wonna see.