how to express whats deep in my head
to know what to write so that it is read
not sure of emotions or feelings to feel
not sure what is online or just what is real
trained to believe its a text or a lie
the feelings on here sent just to die
a fantasy or dream not real but just fake
to not be felt anymore click the x then awake
looking for real and truth to explore
knowing out there there has to be more
someone who knows me can see thru my soul
someone who trusts i just want to be whole
how do you ignore what is so plain to see
can you let go and not have it be
to know in your mind what you see is for you
but not be able to take it and just live it thru
restrictions and limits due to a modem and cam
distance and doubt hide all that iam
to thine own self be true the rest it will come
til then its is online internet i come from
so look at my cam and read all of my text
and then close the box moving on to the next
but remember one thing as you shut this shit down
iam not a computer iam real and am sound
