For anyone who has read my other blogs, you know I am in love with a man who is suffering from a devistating illness that is eating him away from the inside.
Every passing day he endures pain and frustration with such grace. I was talking to a friend about him and he told me that my love is the bravest man he ever met. I agree wholeheartedly.
They have another serious diagnosis for him. I know this is horrible. He had an amputation and they are considering more radical treatments (and possible amputations) for him. I am losing him slowly and painfully.I just wish I was able to have the means of going to Texas to stay with him for a few days..If anything. He knows how I feel and I think my love would help him now. OK that was selfish. I want to be with him.
Men do not understand what a woman feels or how strong and true a womans love is. I love this man and I need help. Please pray for the solution. If anything, I need to be there very soon. I will regret every day of my existing life if I do not get to hold his hand and kiss his lips through all of this.
Thank you friends.I cry through writing to all of you.
