she lyes there drowning in her tears... wanting
to give in to deaft.. knowing nothing good can come out
of her desison...it hurts so bad she cries as her heart
tears in two.. she curls in a ball ((rocking back and forth
trying to make the world explode in her mind... wishin
she could just know why life has to be so hard...when
your as young as she is... wishing she didnt get so
strong of feelings for him
((that she thinks shes in love with)).. she really dont
no wat it is or might feel like ... she hates how ppl
lie and just throw it around so much.. cuz it makes
