What is it I'm feeling... could it be... that stupid emotion I burried deep inside of me after Steven? that one that Rusty walked all over after I had his child?
The same feeling I put walls up around after Daniel was ripped away from me?
I can't start to feel this way again... I have a bad history of it...
And yet Im craving something real...
as the popular MCR song goes... I'm not okay.
