FoxyDarkDesires's blog: "You All Win"

I look in the mirror

And what do I see

This hideous creature

Staring back at me

I see all the things

That I would like to change

And hear in my head

All the cruel things you all have said

As the tears stream down my face

All the mean words

And hateful things

That have happened to me

Come rolling back to me

Can’t you see you are hurting me

Don’t you see how I have changed

I no longer smile like I did when you first met me

There’s an odd silence all around me

I look away from the mirror and shut off the light

Refusing to see my reflection staring back at me

I hate what I see

I just want it to stop

I will do anything to make the changes

That I see will make you like me

Then the insults will stop

I’ll be beautiful in your eyes again