Jenni's blog: "?"

I am so torn right now. Trying to forgive, trying to forget, wishing I would have stuck to my guns and not met someone. Wishing I could trust, wishing my heart wasn't hurting, wishing I could just let it all go and never think about any of it ever again... Why is it the things you feel are so important in your life are just trivial little bits that shouldn't matter in the grand scheme of things? Why does every little heartbreak have to feel like life put you through the wringer? Why is it when you lose one little battle in your life it feels like you have lost everything? Why does stupid little fights feel like a piece of you died? Why is it that no matter how big of a wall you put up it just crumbles away every time you need it to stay strong? Why do people always manage to hit you where it hurts the most? Why is it one person can make you question your relationship with everyone else in your life? So many questions that will forever remain unanswered. Seems like thats all I have right now is unanswered questions, no matter how trivial they are...