Deep with in my heart I've
cried so many tears
Through my hardships
through the years
I finally thought I found someone
to love
But the feelings I guess weren't
the same
almost was like some cruel game
To toy with one's emotions so
and make them grow and grow
Sometimes you just wonder why
there's that sun shining in the sky
Pain and deception that I feel inside
Something I can no longer hide
She was my heart and soul
I again was just a fool
And I loved her so
Love was one-sided I know
THough I thought (she told me so)
she felt the same
what a masterful game
To her I was just a senseless game
Now I wonder yet again
Being the person I once was
should I again be the cloud of dust
Hidden form the world
though that feeling is so cold
Knowing I can no longer hold
