why is it everything seems so hopeless? why do i just want to let it all pass me by? I wish that I could find a reason to live. Something to just help give meaning to what I do. Is it too much to ask? Does everyone feel this way? I just dont know if I even want to wake up anymore. Nothing matters nothing feels real.Im just numb.Maybe all I need is a vacation from life.
Gray cold lonely
pain an illusion
pleasure unknown
end now
begin again
new hope
destroyed
gray cold lonely
hope for death
