InDeCent BaseMent ManWhore's blog: "Home is where the heart is."

So they say home is where the heart is. Im not so sure u can say that since i dont really have a place where my heart is comfortable. I have had so many peices chipped away in the past there isnt much left to be sated with anywhere. Even now as i sit in my temporay home i feel so out of place. Being single and feeling the full weight of being alone in the world with the only family for hundreds of miles being my brother who is dar to busy with his 1 year old. So liek grasping at straws i reach out for people. I guess the world wide web woudl be a great place to reach out except we all know how meaningless online relationships are. you are never really honest open real and exspresive. our u may be untill you relize that on the other side of that screen is another person with feelings emotions a past and future and everything else that can burn you or go worng. So there you are with the choice of actuly trusting this person with ur emotions and then things get thrown into reverse. So there you are back to square one. So get out there and have meaningless sex with strangers and fuck it all right. i mean whats left but short term emotional and physical satisfaction. ill climb down off my soap box since i already fell off my high horse years ago.