the world keeps turning life keeps moveing on weather we are ready for it or not.... somtimes life feels like it tailspins outa control and we feel like we just cant hang on then suddenly a pause long enough to relize holy shit batman i didnt fall off im still here long enough for tiered arms to rest a moment before the whole thing starts spinning again untill ...........a thought does it have to be this way? one thought leads to another how can i change this? then to another but what else is there? a glimmer of fear for the unknown and then bammm epihany does it matter what else is there? does it matter if the unknown is scarey?is what you have working? is being run bye destiny any better any less frightning then takeing a chance and grabbing life... takeing life for a ride insteada always leting life ride you? MMMMmmm? you let go you know the most vaulable lessons tend to be learned when you let go take a chance make a move do something other then hold on for dear life and cry for the ride to stop.....noones gonna save you the operator of this ride called life has apperntly gone fora verry long coffee breack and got lost somewhere on the way back so its up to you... simply let go pick yourself up dust yourself off and see what else life has to offer... for awile your slightly dizzy feeling like you wanna blow chunks your scared cuz the world still feels like its crazily spinning and this time you have nothing to hold onto .... you take a few wobbly steps like a child trying thier new legs a stumble ..within your head like a careing mother you inner voice murrmers its ok your alright try again you stumble again take a few deep breaths and wow the world starts to steady your legs become surer your breathing more steady and you start to be able to focus you see the world is bautiful you look around you see the pitfalls and the stumbling blocks are everywhere but the paths all lead to places worth a few stumbles to get to .....you look back over your on the life you let go of and see it as it realy is a dark place of fear you see the roiling clouds of indesittion the storms of selfdout the thick molasses like sludge of self pity and bitterness coating everything * you shudder to yourself look from one life to the other and decide..... you turn you back on the old way and a slowly start a new path you know there are dangers you know you may fall down but you know its ok if your strong enough to let to go your defitly strong enough to pick yourself up after the occational stumble... with eyes full of wonder you look at this baetiful new place and relize you belong here and you always have you just never let yourself see past the small spot you were in
