So much in my life has change since this time last year.
I have had a million ups and downs. Left's and right's. Back's and forth's. And here I am today. Sitting in my kitchen, staring down that pecan pie, wanting to take a big ol' bite out of it.
No really, here I am today, sitting with my family. This family that in a year, I have built with Andrea. This crazy roller coaster relationship we have built, with these three crazy kids.
We started out here on fubar. Most people probably don't even know that. And most people probably think we are just to desperate lesbian girls looking for a good time. Oh no, so wrong. We love this site, because this site gave us each other.
She used to check my page out everyday. (Andreachpmnk that is) She had rated all my photos, rated all my stash. And well I was Ms. AllCOX, I didn't rate peoples things. Oh no, I didn't know that's the drill. I was like oh, this girl must like me.. LOL And I was like what the hell, I'll hit her back.
And thus it started. I fell for her fast. I meant her a month and half of talking.
I lost all my luggage. I was snowed in a bus station. And I flew out of that mess to Seattle. Go figure. I got a plane for this girl. The only girl in my life, I would have done it for.
We've been together over a year.
She packed up her life.
Moved to New York.
Sold her house.
Sold everything.
And here we are.
In our 3 bedroom apartment.
With three beautiful kids, and in love.
I have so much to be thankful for this year.
I have so many things to be proud of.
I have become a wife.
A mother.
A better person.
And it's all because of someone I meant on this website.
I am thankful for the family I have gained.
The friends I have meant here.
The friends I have in real life.
And my family here.
That has open arm excepted Andrea's kids and her as family.
Yesterday, was the first time, I meant Andrea's family. They flew in from Seattle. And meant up with us in Niagara Falls. Her mom was almost bald. She got really sick and got breast cancer, while Andrea has been here for almost a year. She was cute with her beany hat on. But you could see she was sick.
She drove 7 hours in the snow just to see her grand babies and her daughter.
Amazing that woman is.
I can see how Andrea is who she is.
Her mom may not see what I see when I look at Andrea and their r'ship may be distant, but Andrea is amazing. And I know somehow, some way, her mom had a hand in creating this beautiful woman, that I call my wife.
I know no one could understand how I am feeling today.
No one.
We are tight on cash lately, and I had gas money left for work. And I just said fuck it and threw it all in, and I went and got that damn pecan pie Andrea wanted. And I got batteries for the game operation. And today, while Tom is cooking in the oven, I am going to love my family and spend the day being thankful for every gift they have giving me.
So this is my little note to you all.
Be thankful.
Be it something small.
Be it something you take for granted.
Andrea's mom proved to me it could go at anytime.
So be thankful it's here..
And have a safe and food filled holiday.
I love you all.
Happy Turkey Day 2008.
From our family to yours:
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