As a kid I used to look forward to the holidays
and i do mean i was the first one to have the holiday spirit.
on thanksgiving we had a feast of turkey,pies of all flavors like lemon,apple,cherry,mince ....
but this year i dont think i want to deal with the holidays at all.
my dad made all the holidays special but this year it just wont be the same. i lost my dad three months ago and the anniversary just happens to fall on thanksgiving this time.
