I'm not going to say that what I'm about to type is a thought but more than just a thought, I've been in Tennessee for a few years, I see men and wemen together and I ask myself "Are those two really happy with each other and if not, who's the one thats happy and who's the one thats wearing a mask? I also see at times that both partners are not happy and remain together for other reasons, from where I can see (which is on the outside looking in), the reasons just don't make no sence at all to me.
The Kids, Money or something to do until something or someone better comes along, I have seen, and been through this.
I wish to be happy with someone I love and loves me, the kids will be taken care of reguardless, thats what I want... It's out there but where? I wish there were directions to it but oh, well...