well here it is just around the corner from fathers day and my stupid ass ex is finally gonna let me see my daughter again after almost 2 months. I hate when she stops letting me see my daughter for long periods of time because my daughter always acts different around me when i get to see her again i feel like a dead beat dad even though i love my daughter to death i would stop whatever i am doing for my daughter whenever she needed it or me. my daughter is my pride and joy she brings s mile to my face every time i see her or even hear her voice she is the light of my world and every time i go to court i get screwed in the ass the fucking judge has let my ex get away with murder damn near and i just get to sit back and watch her walk all over the judge and my ex lawyer something fucked up about that shit i hate when the judges favor the female when the guy truly deserves the rights to his kid i dont know what ot do sometimes i am just running th emouth right now gettign some shit off my chest