I got a message from Anthonys mother telling me that his surgery turned out well and that he was ok, so I am relieved. I was worried sick. I could hardly eat or sleep I was so worried. She even said she wanted to meet me :) Every few days I am going to send her a message asking her how her son is doing. It's hard for me to just turn my back on someone I care about so much. His mother seems like such an amazing lady. She does so much for Anthony, more than my own mother would ever do for me. It would be such an honor to meet her someday. Anthony might complain aobut her at times but he adores her. I do not know whats in the cards for us, but I do know I will be there for him regardless of our relationship status.