Why do we do such stupid things for love sometimes? I mean really! I think about it and ive been abused in the past.. and Kept on a REALLY short leash lately.. Yet i still love a certain man! What the hell is wrong with me? I just seem to keep finding ASSHOLES who claim they love me when really all they want is someone to control and sleep with so they dont feel all alone at night!!! I hate feeling this way!! I thought maybe he was the one!! But i guess like always with this sort of shit i was wrong yet AGAIN!! I still love him and im WAY confused right now.. but he wants nothing to do with me anymore... I fucked up.. Just tell me please how do i fix this?!?!
