preciouschance's blog: "hi im new just want to say i hope to meet some new friends"

well this news aint that great and for those that know me well this will worry them but as i did the last time gods on my shoulders and angels are around but for those that dont i could use ur prayers too a few months ago i had surgery to replace the shunt on my right side i've had since an accident in 1992 and today i went to the docters becuase of a migrain ive had for 4 days now and was told the one in my left side has to be replaced becuase of a blockage so i dont know when ill be on next but i did sneak my laptop in i love my wireless chip god bless telus so i will try to pop on in case i dont for what ever the reason just know i think of all u and am bored outta my mind will miss u dearly and will always love ya all trin, p.s this place has the grossest food and smells too

well this has been and exciting and sad month for me in the last week had my ten year reunion and found out i've lost a few more good friends from school been to too many funerals this month lets hope theres no next month my son is graduating from kindergaten on june 18 im so proud of my little man he starts grade 1 next fall wow do children grow faster than u think on june 1st we lost our beloved 14 yr old cat shadow she will be ever so missed in this house may she rest in eternal peace thats all thats new so far hope u all take care and cherish every moment with loved ones they might not be there tommorrow hugs to u all trin,

some people that say they that their my friend that they'll be there for me til the end but many of my so called friends are not ones i can trust or depend i'm stuck in a world of miss trust believing in friends that lie and grind me like dust i cant figure out why people are this way to tell you what you want to hear and lies are all they say they say they'll be there for me and then they walk away they'll be friends to my face and back stabb me in every way they promise to hold my secrets and then will tell them all away it will forever hurt my heart each and every day Trin,

for all the world and you to see there is this beauty inside me even though it may not show it's deep within me and it grows like the roses in the sun my life has only just begun to love and laugh to watch the sunset glow to watch my child learn and grow to wish upon that shooting star to always think of how you are even though i may be far i'm with you, where ever you are if by the hands of twisted fate and i move into heavens gate i will eternally wait for you so dont you forget for this is true i will never forget you or the memories we do share if you need me i will be there to hold your hand and wipe the tear and chase away all your fears when in sorrow and in doubt i'll be with you to help you out in your most happy or darkest hour i hope i will be your special flower growing in the morning light never leaving you without a strong fight by trin,

lost friends thinking of you from time to time but never forgotten in my mind cherished memories i do keep i dream of you often when i sleep wondering in the years gone by wow its amazing how ten years can fly and now that high schools been so long i miss you alot especially when i hear a certain song the memories are forever there my good friends i did have from there and the fun, the laughs, the silly things or when we got our high school ring its the little things i miss so much how i would love to get back in touch some of you have come back to me just ever so recently to those still lost may this be true i will some day find you too but in case i dont i will say to you i will never forget you when our time on earth comes to an end we'll be together in heaven one day my friend, By,Trin

for all the world and you to see there is this beauty inside me even though it may not show it's deep within me and it grows like the roses in the sun my life has only just begun to love and laugh to watch the sunset glow to watch my child learn and grow to wish upon that shooting star to always think of how you are even though i may be far i'm with you, where ever you are if by the hands of twisted fate and i move into heavens gate i will eternally wait for you so dont you forget for this is true i will never forget you or the memories we do share if you need me i will be there to hold your hand and wipe the tear and chase away all your fears when in sorrow and in doubt i'll be with you to help you out in your most happy or darkest hour i hope i will be your special flower growing in the morning light never leaving you without a strong fight by trin,

I heard u were hurt today, all my love i send your way hoping that you'll be all right hoping that you'll win this fight and with this kiss I send to you my heart and soul are with you too so you hold on with all your might as my hugs go on into the night I pray that you will be o'k and be with me for just one more day dont you forget for this is true I so deeply do love you i cant imagine my life without the love like yours,for there is no doubt our love has lasted all these years and when i'm with you there are no fears for you and eric are my life so please wake hun,use all your might for you belong here with me all in all i hope you'll see just how much you mean to me and all the times you carried me so hold my hand and hold it tight together our souls will win this fight and we'll be together for many more years becuase if not there will be different tears your soul mate

Tianna marie, born five months too soon may 24,1997 at 4:17pm weighing 1'lbs 4oz became an angel: may 24,1997 walking in heaven up above you sing your songs just like a dove my angel girl, mommy sends her love for today is your special day and i love and miss you in every way you never uttered your first cry but you became a butterfly your not forgotten but missed so much by all the loved ones you have touched for today i stand at your grave and cry just like the last ten years gone by my baby girl u'll always be all you have to do is wait for me forever in my heart you will lie right up until the day i die then we'll be together forever and for all eternity love your mommy p.s Happy Birthday my sweet angel

When you cry Everytime I see you cry A little peice of me die's For I don't know what pain has done to you To cry those tears the way you do Now and then when I see your smile Time just stops for a little while Even though we'll never say "goodbye" Late at night,every night, I cry For you,just tears of emptiness For the way I feel without you near To hold you close,to wipe those tears To softly whisper in your ear Dont cry my love,for I am near Two hearts a new Saying the words you want me to So when I sit back and think of why I fully understand it When you cry,

i see the love in your eyes and it sure doesnt tell any lies just like the way you hold me close it's so strong i overdose and when your gone i wish you were here every time i close my eyes your the face i see with your arms spread out and ready for me i long for every kiss and every warm embrace but all i do is close my eyes and theres no more missing you for you is what i see i cant wait for the day that you are mine just like so many years ago but as time goes by i still love you and thats why the singing doves fly i think about you everyday and wonder if you do the same but all in all as years gone by you will someday soon always be mine like years ago as so it should be to forget we parted becuase that will never ever be your in my heart and thats where u'll stay forever in my thoughts and at night when i pray i loved you then i love you now and u'll always be my lover,best friend,and ur married to my heart for ever and always trin,