OK so i have brought it to many a ppl's attention.... Depression exsist, it affects one person differently than another.... i am here to acknowledge this.
so here is how depression has physically affected my life! some ppl may understand this some may nota, but here is a factual realization i have come too in my personal life...
Most of the time it is much easier too open up emotionally to just a very select few ppl ...and its even easier when i can have this SCREEN IN BETWEEN MYSELF AND OTHERS!!!!
recently i found myself meeting and TR$YING to get cloxser to someone in real life...and i find that i automaticly throw the walls up of self preservation. i find i am having a very hard time reaching past these eltronic walls and connecting w ppl in physical life. i do not want to continue to be like this, it hurts... I c when it happens and its been happening automatically without my realization, i just do it... any input would b greatly appreciated!
