well where to start....
I lost the girl i loved so much and i might of even fuck it up even more i dont know if she will ever come back or wanna talk to me. i just wished i could change everything just went to the days we were in love and stop, but i know it wont and which makes this world and life in it fucked, i know i shoudl dweal but there so much that ppl and i have to go through.
How can i deal with this or what should i do be friends and hope we get back together and wait, or just leave it and move on? it just so hard to choose that im makeing wrong mistakes as the days go by.
im doing very good in school well for now lol, but i know its gonna get harder and doing what im doing im scared its gonna diract me and im gonna hurt myself or end up dieing in the process i just cant get her off my mind, i have other girls that are wanting me but its cause im so commited and love one girl i can seem to make that move.
oh and what im doing is driveing trucks and construction and mechanics, i got so much work and shit that its just stressing me out bad.
