well i have some news i just found out that i have cancer and i am not happy about it. it is i early stages but i am scare and i don't know what to do now. I found about the cancer on friday night and i just didn't say anything til now. i had to deal with it an i can't. i have my options but i don't know what to do. I know i a a tough person and i can get throught it but i have my kids that i have not even told yet. They are little and i know they understand stuff but i just know how to tell them about it. well going for abit but i will be on and off all day. So to all my friends on here thank u for listening. I am so out there i have to do something so i am going to starting cleaning bye guys. love hotchick 3
