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Tina's blog: "Hey Everyone"

created on 12/15/2006  |  http://fubar.com/hey-everyone/b34876

Suicidal Toughts

I wish I could go away ...just fly. If they don't care Then why should I? Sometimes the trigger-- I wanna pull it Die, end it all with a bullet. And just when I'm very close to the edge, trying hard not to lose my head I looked up and say: "God, why? I work hard and I try, to forget all that's happened and move on, ignoring everyone's habits." Then, I hear a voice, That leaves me with no choice. It says: "I know it might be strenuous, and times are hard. Just keep the faith, and believe in God. Plus... you owe it to yourself, And don't forget your friends." That's when I open my eyes And know I'd rather live. Even if everyone takes... I'm gonna give. I'm gonna give of my faith, I'm gonna give of me. I'm gonna give of everything, whatever it takes to make people see- That my emotions aren't a game, they'd better remember my name. 'coz I'm gonna come back And I'm gonna make them respect me. I've learned that self-confidence, Wins you a big audience. So I'mma be strong, and I'mma fight. Then, what everyone couldn't do ...I just might.

Went to a party Mom

I went to a party and remembered what you said.you told me not to drink mom so i had a sprite instead i felt proud of myself the way you said i would that i didnt drink and drive though some friends said i should i made a healthy choice and your advice to me was right tru the party finally ended and the kids drove out of sight , i got into my car sure to get home in one peice i never knew what was comming mom something i expected last now im lying on the pavement and i hear the policeman say " the kid that caused this wreck was drunk" mom his voice seems far away my own bloods all around me as i try hard not to cry i can hear the paramedic say "this girl is going to die" im sure the guy had no idea while he was flying high because he choose to drink and drive now i would have to die so why do people do it mom knowing that it ruins lives and now the pain is cutting me like a hundred stabbing knives tell sister not to be afraid mom tell daddy to be brave and when i got to heaven put "daddy's girl" on my grave someone should have taught him that its wrong to drink and drive maybe if his parents had id still be alive my breath is getting shorter mom im getting really scared these are my final moments and im so unpreparred i wish that you could hold me mom as i lie here and die i wish that i could say " i love you mom!" so i love you and goodbye. this poem was writen to stop drinking and driving you can stop it to

Suicide Letter

Do you ever think just maybe you weren't ment to be here Maybe you were just a mistake that wasnt supposed to be Have you ever had a question on your mind about why and how you've made it this far if you were never supposed to be here...allive...? But then again how do you know anything maybe you were expected maybe life just sucks whether you were wanted or not maybe we were all wanted but theres a chance we weren't Will we forever have this question... AND NEVER FIND THE ANSWER...? i mean this in so many ways did my parents ever want me was i just a consequence of what they did in the dark am i now being blamed for living ? i get treated like an extra piece of baggage that they never wanted and they always say a drunk person speaks a sober mind... and if that is true then i know exactly how my parents feel about me and in knowing that i dont want to live if i was such a mistake then why should i keep on living? if i was such a mistake then no one would care if i took my own life and what about this god figure if he already has all of our lives planned out couldnt there be mistakes i mean people like me cant there be people here on earth that werent supposed to be. their lives were never planned because they werent either but then again maybe you were planned maybe you just got stuck with the left overs you got stuck with a life that will never make you happy what am i supposed to do...? do i keep on living and just deal with all this hurt, pain and feeling that i just dont belong or do i take my life to stop suffering... to stop making other people suffer so many questions and i can figure no answer but should i be looking for an answer? maybe my answer was already given to me when i got the urge to ill myself and end it all maybe that was the answer i was so desperately searching for i have come to a fork in the road which way should i take which way will i take who will ever know do you ???

First Time

From the first time i met you i knew an angel was near. Everything stopped i couldnt hear Just voices in my head telling me there's an angel standing right there i wasnt sure if you felt the same way so i asked the next day.First it was like, then it was love, now i think god you fell from heaven above, for you are my one true love.Many people tell me i am too young i dont understand the meaning of love though i do. everything i think love is i have found it i have found you from the first time i met you i knew it im letting you know my love is out of control for you theres nothing i can do but simply love You this is to my boyfriend who i love so damn much and he has me to thinking sometimes but hell it will all be all right well Baby if you read this I love you and i miss you!

i love you

When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I keep till the end For you are my life and friend These words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind

Grand-pa

Fill not your hearts with pain and sorrow. But remember me in every tomorrow. Remember the joy, the laughter, and the smiles. I’ve only gone to rest for a while. Although my leaving cured my hurt And has given me relief. So dry your eyes and remember me, Not as I am now, but as I used to be. Because, I will remember you all And look on with a smile. Understand in you hearts…. I’ve only gone to rest a while. As long as I have the love of each of you, I can live my life in the hearts of all of you. R.I.P....Slim Swafford Born October 5 Died March 22,2000

You Changed My World

At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through, Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key, Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me, But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change, Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange. It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start. No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share; To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare. You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live, You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give. My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away, But you came into my life and showed me a better day. Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset, That moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met. I wish I could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes, For when I'm with you there's a feeling even I cannot describe. Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased, You touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place. Heartbreak, loss and misery were all I ever knew, Until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you. Your gentle words and loving arms lift me up when I am down, And, baby, with all you've done for me you've turned my world around. Your love is so consistent, like the waves that break on shore, And with every day my love for you still grows, just more and more. When broken dreams still fill my days and nothing's going right, You reassure me with your smile and give me back my sight. You sweep a spell across my heart, like a breeze across the sea, And you fill my world with beautiful dreams & feelings meant to be. The way you live, the way you love and even so much more, With every smile that you give, you're all I could ask for. You are in every breath I take and in every tear I cry, You're in every star I wish upon up in the lonely sky. Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above, A million magic moments sent- to give you all my love. You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true, And I thank God for that special day he blessed my heart with you. I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul, the rest of my life, I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control. Fate, destiny or magic may be the reason that we met, But all I know is the days with you I never will forget. Until the day I found you I never knew a love so true, But from today until eternity I swear I'll be loving you!
That mysterious way you look at me I feel so warm inside. I can't believe you're here with me standing by my side. Your lips are soft and sweet, like sugar to the heart. I feel so sad, and want to weep whenever we're apart. Your eyes are so enchanting like sweet words to the soul. I'm sorry that I'm ranting, I just need you to know. All of this I say to you not to make you blush. But to tell you that I love you, and you'll always have my trust. I love you more than anything more than words can say. For you I will do anything any given day.

Friends

Met you as a stranger took you as a friend, hope we meet in heaven where friendships never end. Send this to all your friends! Nothing will happen if you don't but your friends will know you care. Have a wonderful day and weekend , Friend!! :)
Hi my name is Tina i live in Tennessee! im 19 year's old. i have a fiance his name is John i belong to a loving family called sanction lowrider's aka SLR. I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH MY FIANCE MY FRIENDS,MY FAMILY, I LOVE CHILLING WITH FRIENDS, PARTYING,CLUBBING,DRINKING LISTENIN TO MUSIC,CAMPING,FISHING,LISTENING TO MUSIC,WATCHING MOVIES,SWIMMING,DANCING,TALKING ON THE PHONE AND ON THE INTERNET I LOVE YAHOO AND MYSPACE.AND I REALLY HOPE YALL WILL ADD ME AND BE MY FRIEND CAUSE I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE EVERY DAY THANKS TJ
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