DaX's blog: "here i stand"

so i stand

i stand here alone
with tears slowly rolling down my face.
from all the pain youve forever caused
yet you wouldnt be able to tell
the night is crying tonight too
so tonight we cry together
as I stand here alone
I know that if u saw me right now youd laugh at me
laugh at all the pain
all the pain that you cause
thats filled my eyes till they are over flowing
the pain slowly rolls down my face but tonight u cant see it
the night is trying to help me by letting my pain flow threw it
so tonight Im feeling so cold and alone
the night is trying but all it does is make me more alone and cold.
so to night I stand here alone where u left me
yet Im still alone waiting for u
forever now Im dead inside
there was no way for me to get warm without you by my side
so forever now do I stand alone
with both me and the night crying
for the love that you never cared about
for all the time i gave to you
for all the tears that are now rolling down my face
that you will never see because of the rain
for all the times I gave it my all
and never got anywhere
I will keep standing here
Waiting for you and forever knowing
I will forever be standing alone
With my own pain
Pouring down upon me
Slowly killing me
Drop by lonely drop
Here I stand
Forever in my rain