I do not feel much of a big brother at the moment... My parents are in bad enough shape. This responcability falls on me yet at the same time i am in no shape to help at the same time i feel the drive to ... what am i to do? how can i be of help when i am of no help to myself >.<
i cant do this i am going to lose it , i am gunna crash i know i am but i cant too many need me too many depend on me and being okay...
I'm so tired i just want to sleep, I cant fight my eyes and things are starting to get blurry..
Its getting harder to type now i cant really see the keyboard. I think i'll pass out before i end up with keyboard face...
Athrun
